War...What Is It Good For?
I had a very hard night on Friday, I have been
watching a series on Netflix called "The Last Heroes, World War II”, it is
about the time from the invasion of Normandy to the end of the war; the last
show had the Allies finding the concentration camps and the horrors that
awaited them upon finding the wasted bodies, some of which however faint still held a life, I have seen this before but
have never thought about my two beloved sons as maybe having had to go through
that in their war, it hit me like a ton of bricks, although circumstances are
different and warfare is different, my two sons have been to war! My children
have seen dead bodies lying along the roadside, had friends and comrades
killed, I pray that they never saw a bulldozer pushing dozens of bodies into a
big hole in the ground, but those soldiers in 1945 did and I did on the TV
screen; I saw a woman walking down a bombed out city street, carrying her purse
across her arm, very much like your 1st grade teacher did and
suddenly she fell from view, I didn’t need sound effects to tell me why. David
called me a few times from Iraq, in one conversation he said it was hard to
watch a woman walk down the road and have to walk around unexploded ordinances
(bombs) just to get a gallon of milk, he told me the children were “cute,
nefariously cute, they smile and wave but could be hiding explosives”
apparently they don’t use the word “bomb” anymore. As I sat crying after the
show went off, I heard my son rummaging in the kitchen for a midnight snack and
said a prayer thanking the good Lord above for sending my two sons home safely,
I went into the kitchen and told him I needed to hold him, those of you that
know David know it is rare he lets someone hold him but he held me and let me
cry, I told him some of what I had seen and when I got to the woman, I
mentioned the woman in Iraq, I didn’t get a chance to finish because I was
sobbing and in a small voice he said “I didn’t think I told you about the woman
in Iraq” which let me know we were talking about two different women. My sons
don’t talk much about their time in military service. Maybe someday there will be a documentary
about their war and some distant mother will look at it and pray for her own
children and thank God that they are home safe. I can’t help but think that
somewhere in Iraq, some mother is at this very moment thanking God that her
sons and daughters are safe, even as they dodge bullets and explosives to bring home a gallon of milk. May God help
our differing views come together and bring peace for our grandchildren and
their grandchildren.
Bittersweet! You raised two good men. I am thankful for their service!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, I think so too.
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